Years ago I was asked by my Reiki Master and Teacher
"Why do I always choose the difficult path?"
She was analyzing my red blood cells through a microscope at the time doing a live blood tissue analysis. She was a Holistic Nurse and also my first Hypnosis Teacher.
I can't tell you how she came to that conclusion but if she wasn't right about her analysis of me,
I made her right.
If there was only one thing that I manifested in this life the difficult path was the thing.
This became my truth.
I would affirm this declaration to those who'd cosigned my challenging adventures with a "well you know how I like the difficult path" or "I love to make shit difficult"
I believed that this was how I chose to learn, become wise, figure things out,
through taking the long way around.
The "figuring it out" validated me in so many ways there is no room here for the details.
And if something was too easy it was suspect and not worthy of my time.
I have had difficult relationships across the spectrum of relationships,
I chose a difficult field of work that I believe after the Military and Medical field, working in the Entertainment Industry is a high ranking third.
What's worse than working in actual life and death situations?
Working in pretend life and death situations that those involve think are real and then creates situations that people can actually die from.
Those who know, know. I digress.
So yes, I have had challenges as a teen and young person related to my health, two C-sections and a long list of daily activities where I simply chose the harder thing to do.
Can you relate?
Do you find you are on the difficult path while others have taken the short cut?
Have you normalized the hard, grind, hustle culture and you shame those who like ease and rest?
Are you constantly in frustration and disappointment?
Check in right now: one hand on heart one hand on belly
slow long breath
Where is there tightness in your body,? Gently press into your chest.
We hold these feelings in the emotional center of the heart.
Where is it burning? Thats the frustration.
Do you feel like you want to cry? Thats the disappointment.
Often times we don't investigate the true origins of frustration and disappointment. We let them simmer, thinking they are a normal part of life. Perhaps choosing ease, flow, simple, soft will lessen your disappointment and cool your frustration. If you can connect to anything I wrote here I want to invite you to join me in the season of ease and sweet. It starts with our in person day retreat in Brooklyn, NY. Agenda and Detail Description have been added. Click HERE
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